Trying Hard Trying

Up until now, I still don't know what I want to be in this life. I've had this problem since the day I could see and believe me, that's a long time ago. I don't have any talent or any hobby, for that matter. I am hopeless.

Prepare yourselves for this blog entry because it will be all about me. I know, it sucks. Anyway, I don't get myself. I have a lot of interests but there's nothing I'm really good at. Well, okay, I like photography. But that doesn't mean that I'd make a great photographer. I suck at taking pictures. Crap crap crap. I like music. Yes, good ol' music. I play the guitar but I'm not very good. I only know the basics. Foolish, right? I basically like art, although the closest thing to art that I can do is Photoshop. I know, I know. Don't judge.

If you didn't know, I used to sing. Please notice the words "used to." Apparently, my voice left me and abandoned me forever. Yes, it sucks. I cannot sing anymore. That makes me what? Hopeless. Another one, before I entered college, I wanted to take up journalism. Actually, I wanted to be a writer, but not anymore. I realized I wasn't very good at it. Yeah, you guessed it. I suck.

So, could you kindly please tell me, what else I could do in this world without completely screwing up my life?

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Oh look, a MySpace survey!

I'm really sorry about this but I'm rather bored so I have no idea what else to do with my time.

1. I love... The Beatles
2. Right now I want... to finish answering this.
3. I feel like... I should do something more productive than this.
4. I hate it when... people think too highly of themselves. *ehem*
5. I fear... flying cockroaches will one day attack me.
6. I'm lonely without... a daily dose of Incubus in my life.
7. I need... you, Bill Kaulitz.
8. Today I... cooked gourmet pasta and it was excellent.
9. Tomorrow I'm... probably gonna do nothing.
10. I just... think that Miley Cyrus is an annoying bug.
11. I want to meet... Angelina Jolie @_@
12. I'm hungry for... Logan Lerman. XD
13. I love it when... it's nighttime and there's no sun to harm me. (vampire?)
14. I'm afraid of... the sunlight!
15. I'm listening to... Incubus
16. I'm wearing... a shirt that says I work for the Umbrella Corp.
17. I wish I was in... Germany.
18. I'm craving... for a dark chocolate bar.
19. I want to get... an iMac.
20. I can... sing... in the shower.
21. I can't... dance >.<
22. I have... held a gun.
23. I haven't... forgiven you yet.
24. I'm nervous... that I won't find a decent job.

25. My Mom thinks I'm... smart :D
26. My Dad thinks I'm... his daughter? XD
27. I think... all I need is money.
28. I'm happy when... I have a lot of money (this has never happened before, really.)
29. I'm sad when... I'm broke!
30. I like eating... what my mum cooks.
31. I hate eating... disgusting-looking food.
32. I love watching... Lost!
33. I love listening to... rock, pop/electronica, and house music.
34. I like playing... Resident Evil
35. I hate waking up to... do nothing.
36. I can see... nothing.
37. I'm glad that... I graduated on time. :D
38. I'm disappointed that... I didn't get any honors.
39. I look like... moony_aragorn
40. I wish I looked like... Megan Fox!

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I was about to touch Jason Castro's dreads

Jason Castro had a promotion here in Manila at the Ayala Malls from March 18 - 21 and I got the chance to meet him at Market! Market! and had his autograph on my Love Uncompromised EP cd. I was speechless when I saw him with my two eyes (supported by my glasses) and I couldn't believe it. He looked absolutely stunning. And when I went up the stage and shook his hand, I almost drifted away from reality. I looked up into his blue-green eyes (that were almost luminous) and I felt my feet off the ground and carried me to Wonderland. I forgot who I was and the words came out of my mouth without me knowing it.

He told me "Hey, how're you doing?"

And I was like "Hi Jason *shakes hand*. I'm so glad I met you." *speechless while he's signing*  "Can I touch your dreads?"

He was about to let me but then this stupid, son of a gun bouncer stopped me and pointed at me to move. Like WTH.

But Jason Castro made my day. I love him. Sadly, I have no pictures WITH him. The bouncers wouldn't allow us to.

Jason was an American Idol finalist on season 7 and was included in the top 4 before he was eliminated. He is my favorite idol up until now. :)

Jason Castro is LOVE. <3

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